Journal 50: The Soul

I........ this is a really painstaking question for me now. Since i just recently been through another stage of having to re evaluate my friendship with alot of people you know. You start by getting to know a person or wanting to know a person through you feelings toward them, do you like them at first glance or no. Them, you start chatting with them and try to get to know them better at the things they do or the things they like. If that went well and you feel really connected, you want to talk and hang out with them more. If not, then you just might not be in contact anymore then.
I pick friends with soul before, if i don't like you, i won't talk to you at all unless you come talk to me be yourself. If i like you or if my soul thought you might be interesting, i will be 10 clicks beside you once i see you. I will try to associate myself with you. Then, i will determine if my mind likes you as well. If i do, we might ended up chatting and be really good friends or just know each other and chat for some time.
If all goes well, i will just put you on my bro list, be at your back and supporting you at all times.
I know how people are and how they would backstab you, but i just can't resist the urge of shutting myself up from the other people. I always ended up fully supporting them and they just kind of took it for granted. there's just so much stuff to talk about with this issue i dont want to write it anymore, i get all emo and stuff so yeah.