No, i view the human life as one big test of your abilities. The abilty of the mind to see if you are able to live this life to your best potential and be distinctive of yourself to this world. Make this world a little bit different, regardless of if this fame or difference is notoreity or great achievement. If you fail to make yourself as someone different from everyone, then you are just merely another cycle. This lasting impression doesn't have to be something that will be inside everybody's mind, it can be a group of people, a friend, or someone special that will remember you for the rest of thier life and change because of you.
What i mean by change is not by something like personality or love change. I meant something like the difference of thought, decision taking or what they will accomplish.
I got this thought from the recent movie that was the bomb. "You are the apple in my eye", the main character, giddens changed my view of being someone special to someone that could make a difference in the world. Be someone that can make the world a little bit different because the world have you.
It opened to my mind for the goal of achieving something significant.
I believe, you are just a mere cycle, or even just something in this world that lives for nothing if you can't make yourself stand out. Be someone unique, and leave this cycle of birth and death. History is written by the victors, not by some freaking oridinary guy from the streets.
Make your legend, regardless of big or small or it would just last in one person's mind. Make your mark in the great hurricane called history and be someone that is unforgettable.
Why do i stress making a mark so incredibly significant? Because your body and belongings will be passed on and will not be yours anymore. However, if you can make a difference, it is something that lasts in people's minds, its never going to go away because people will do something and be reminded of you. A idea, a belief, or something that is significant can become a ideaology that will last.
Plato isn't remembered as a bearded man with blue robes, his remembered by the allegory of the caves. His ideas and philosophy left a hige mark in history for the people in later times have to study him, think about the thoughts he was having and how the soceity is presented such as in the allegory of the caves. To break free the shackles means to be not a part of the cycle, you are yourself.
2011年11月28日 星期一
2011年11月23日 星期三
Journal 27: More Thanatopsis
Bryant views the life of human as a not so significane being. Well, he stresses more on what is nature, the being of nature and what would we do or happen after we die. In comparing the poem of Ann Bradstreet and Bryant's poem, Ann Bradstreet only focus on the material being and the idea behind death.
Bryant discusses more than the simple idea of death. He elaborated more on the part where the matters of human being stays and the cycle of nature. Anne Bradstreet talks about the soul being eternal. The man's soul will travel to receive the judgement of God and that we might all just sugger in hell. Byrant's idea behind the soul is more optimistic than that of Anne Bradstreet's. Bryant's idea was that all men can receive slavation in the end. They will travel to heacen or a big abysss when they die. When we die, we get to rest with all the glorious nobles that died before we did.
Anne Bradstret believe that all thing fades in the end besides our soul. The material beings in the world we are living now doesn't matter at all. God gave it to us, and he have the same right to take it away from us. Bryant had the same similar idea as Anne Bradsreet. Nothing stays forever, your soul will stay, but your material and body will fade into darkness.
The matters stays and go into a cycle in nature. Your soul stays and go into a huge caraven going to the realm of death.
Bryant discusses more than the simple idea of death. He elaborated more on the part where the matters of human being stays and the cycle of nature. Anne Bradstreet talks about the soul being eternal. The man's soul will travel to receive the judgement of God and that we might all just sugger in hell. Byrant's idea behind the soul is more optimistic than that of Anne Bradstreet's. Bryant's idea was that all men can receive slavation in the end. They will travel to heacen or a big abysss when they die. When we die, we get to rest with all the glorious nobles that died before we did.
Anne Bradstret believe that all thing fades in the end besides our soul. The material beings in the world we are living now doesn't matter at all. God gave it to us, and he have the same right to take it away from us. Bryant had the same similar idea as Anne Bradsreet. Nothing stays forever, your soul will stay, but your material and body will fade into darkness.
The matters stays and go into a cycle in nature. Your soul stays and go into a huge caraven going to the realm of death.
2011年11月21日 星期一
Journal 26: Thanatopsis
Complicated journal, i dont know if i can fill up this whole 200 page, i mean words.
I believe what Bryant says, the earth is a living organism. His view is like a mix of western and eastern thoughts. it had the belongings of God idea and also the idea behind incarnation. The incarnation idea took in just matters and earthy atomical belongings while the spirit is long gone dead like what the Puritans took in. Instead of being judged, the spirits go into this long long sleep with the other great people that died in the world. We fade into darkness, into the mud and become the soil. I dont know, i have a similar view just as he does, but the spirit goes into the cycle of rebirth just like the matters.
We are judged in the end by God as well, it just depends on which God you believe in and what God you want to show your allegiance.
Everytime we are done being judged, we are reassign a new role in the next world to fulfill our duties. If we can fulfill our dutires, we either rise up or we go into rebirth again for a higher purpose. If we dont fulfill the promise, we get lower down, or even become nothing in a blink of an eye .
I believe what Bryant says, the earth is a living organism. His view is like a mix of western and eastern thoughts. it had the belongings of God idea and also the idea behind incarnation. The incarnation idea took in just matters and earthy atomical belongings while the spirit is long gone dead like what the Puritans took in. Instead of being judged, the spirits go into this long long sleep with the other great people that died in the world. We fade into darkness, into the mud and become the soil. I dont know, i have a similar view just as he does, but the spirit goes into the cycle of rebirth just like the matters.
We are judged in the end by God as well, it just depends on which God you believe in and what God you want to show your allegiance.
Everytime we are done being judged, we are reassign a new role in the next world to fulfill our duties. If we can fulfill our dutires, we either rise up or we go into rebirth again for a higher purpose. If we dont fulfill the promise, we get lower down, or even become nothing in a blink of an eye .
2011年11月17日 星期四
Journal 25: Natural Cycle
The natural cycle, exists everywhere. The natural cycle doesnt just exist in the nature, this is a cycle that is rooted deep in the lives of everything. Everything goes through the process of birth, growth, death, and rebirth.
A bird is born, living happily and grows stronger each day. When it is about to die, a wolf comes along and ate it. The bird dies, its energy flows into the wolf to give him the energy to continue life for a rebirth of a new wolf. The energy is transfer through the wolf into a new wolf as a process of energy rebirth. You can call it spiritual rebirth as well. All cycle continues this way, this works for man too.
A tree grows into a big tree. It gets cut down by man, and its made into a chair.The energy of the tree is being reused or rebirth through a chair. Its man made, i dont know if it still has a spiritual energy inside.
I tend to believe alot in the spiritual energy in things i dont know why.
I was just looking at the bird diagram i was drawing for this journal, and i kind of feel the energy process is quite interesting.
The small birds are great in size against the population of the wolfs. I remember that when the energy is being transfer from one animal, it usually loses alot of it dduring the process. However, becasue of this, we mantain a set amount of strong so the weak won't be completely wiped out. While the birds could produce quite fast but limited by the strong. The nature have its own rules, and these rules somehow also applies to man. The majority of people are middle low class, the upper class keeps the pressure up so that not everyone is rich. A pressure have to be maintained so that one doesn't get stronger than the other one, causing a collapse on the poewr structure. There's much more for this idea i ahve right now, and i find it pretty interesting but thats it for today's journal
peace
A bird is born, living happily and grows stronger each day. When it is about to die, a wolf comes along and ate it. The bird dies, its energy flows into the wolf to give him the energy to continue life for a rebirth of a new wolf. The energy is transfer through the wolf into a new wolf as a process of energy rebirth. You can call it spiritual rebirth as well. All cycle continues this way, this works for man too.
A tree grows into a big tree. It gets cut down by man, and its made into a chair.The energy of the tree is being reused or rebirth through a chair. Its man made, i dont know if it still has a spiritual energy inside.
I tend to believe alot in the spiritual energy in things i dont know why.
I was just looking at the bird diagram i was drawing for this journal, and i kind of feel the energy process is quite interesting.
The small birds are great in size against the population of the wolfs. I remember that when the energy is being transfer from one animal, it usually loses alot of it dduring the process. However, becasue of this, we mantain a set amount of strong so the weak won't be completely wiped out. While the birds could produce quite fast but limited by the strong. The nature have its own rules, and these rules somehow also applies to man. The majority of people are middle low class, the upper class keeps the pressure up so that not everyone is rich. A pressure have to be maintained so that one doesn't get stronger than the other one, causing a collapse on the poewr structure. There's much more for this idea i ahve right now, and i find it pretty interesting but thats it for today's journal
peace
2011年11月16日 星期三
Journal 24: Freedom and Equality
I think its pretty free, i dont know too much about the political or any dark "deeds" that America have, but judging from what the people could d now is pretty free i guess. If you ask the same question to people maybe 50 years or something before, they would probably say no. First, the women rights movement, then the black civil rights, and also the slavery all the way back to the civil war times. THese events all shows that un equal and unfreedom soceity that America used to have.
THese are really important qualities to me. If i dont have the freedom and equality i have now, i can imagine my life being pretty much really different. Starting from freedom, i havbe the freedom that the blacks didnt have 50 years ago. I can eat and sit anywhere i feel like. I get to drink or party anywhere i want. The only thing that is restricting me on doing some crazy ass stuff is laws and my own perosnal moral.
Equality goes the same direction. The two quality actually ties themselves quite close together. If you don't have equality, you don't have freedom. I get to do the same thing in the U.S or in Taiwan as anyone else can. I can vote and stuff, there's no actual racial discrimination in asians and whites or blacks in Taiwan. If you're in America, there might still be some.
There are not much things restricting my life. The only thing is law and i guess for me currently now is scores. Any scores or records prevents me from living my life full out. How am i going to break these bounds? you can't, if you break free from the bounds of law, then the world will be a mess.
THese are really important qualities to me. If i dont have the freedom and equality i have now, i can imagine my life being pretty much really different. Starting from freedom, i havbe the freedom that the blacks didnt have 50 years ago. I can eat and sit anywhere i feel like. I get to drink or party anywhere i want. The only thing that is restricting me on doing some crazy ass stuff is laws and my own perosnal moral.
Equality goes the same direction. The two quality actually ties themselves quite close together. If you don't have equality, you don't have freedom. I get to do the same thing in the U.S or in Taiwan as anyone else can. I can vote and stuff, there's no actual racial discrimination in asians and whites or blacks in Taiwan. If you're in America, there might still be some.
There are not much things restricting my life. The only thing is law and i guess for me currently now is scores. Any scores or records prevents me from living my life full out. How am i going to break these bounds? you can't, if you break free from the bounds of law, then the world will be a mess.
2011年11月14日 星期一
Journal 23: Tom Walker and John Edwards
this is an interesting blog, because i dont have much to say about these two story in the connections. Why is this interesting? cause i might wander into some random things again. I don't see much in common with the sermon and the story. First, i didnt all that much about God in the story of Tom Walker. I thought it tied more to the puritan belief of the devil than that of the belief with God.
When i was reading the story, what was in my mind was like a dark fantasy story rather than a supernatural justice. I dont refcall any super natural justice, the justice was the greed of man in the hearts of Tom Walker and his heart being taken away. The devil might even be said to be the justice that took the heart and the greed of Tom Walker and that him travel/bound to earth for eternity, not being able to heaven or hell.
With the last idea, i still dont see the connection of God and the story of Tom Walker. There was no sdescription of praying to God or the belief in God or christianity in the whole story. It talked about the black man, the life of the wife and Tom, and the different versions of the story. In the end of the story, i still didnt see any connection of the story to the sermon. The only thing i could say about the Sermon and the story to have in common is probably the part about romantics. TO some extent, you might say god is dressed in the devil's gown to punish Tom Walker i guess. The dark form is his fury within.
When i was reading the story, what was in my mind was like a dark fantasy story rather than a supernatural justice. I dont refcall any super natural justice, the justice was the greed of man in the hearts of Tom Walker and his heart being taken away. The devil might even be said to be the justice that took the heart and the greed of Tom Walker and that him travel/bound to earth for eternity, not being able to heaven or hell.
With the last idea, i still dont see the connection of God and the story of Tom Walker. There was no sdescription of praying to God or the belief in God or christianity in the whole story. It talked about the black man, the life of the wife and Tom, and the different versions of the story. In the end of the story, i still didnt see any connection of the story to the sermon. The only thing i could say about the Sermon and the story to have in common is probably the part about romantics. TO some extent, you might say god is dressed in the devil's gown to punish Tom Walker i guess. The dark form is his fury within.
2011年11月10日 星期四
Journal 22: The Devil and Tom Walker
i don't actually know how to classify this as a Romantic story. I mean, thos story does have the nature setting as the background, but for this to be a complete romantic story it should have more. This feel more like amn straight out allegory or myth rather than be classified as a Romantic story.
The reason why i classify this as a tale or a myth is by the way he wrote it. Throughout the story, the author gave out many intrepretations and describing the situation or the tale of various occasions. It's not like an regular story where it continues on without stopping for some detail of the background. As i mentioned, if it was a contemporary writer writing this, much detail would add in about the whole story rather than some wierd quotations such as, "the story was told through numerous versions, but however this is the one told most eetc etc" The moment this thing came up, i was thinking to myself, hmmmm, this sounds like a tale or a myth for children not to be greedy.
The ending and treament wouldn't be so different, i mean from the rasicism? i don't feel as much and as strong. The part with the indians is understandable, since numerous tales or things have depicted them with involvement in something such as rituals. So that's kind of still in the proper minds of people. Besides that, i don't feel much racisim is implanted in the story afterall.
The reason why i classify this as a tale or a myth is by the way he wrote it. Throughout the story, the author gave out many intrepretations and describing the situation or the tale of various occasions. It's not like an regular story where it continues on without stopping for some detail of the background. As i mentioned, if it was a contemporary writer writing this, much detail would add in about the whole story rather than some wierd quotations such as, "the story was told through numerous versions, but however this is the one told most eetc etc" The moment this thing came up, i was thinking to myself, hmmmm, this sounds like a tale or a myth for children not to be greedy.
The ending and treament wouldn't be so different, i mean from the rasicism? i don't feel as much and as strong. The part with the indians is understandable, since numerous tales or things have depicted them with involvement in something such as rituals. So that's kind of still in the proper minds of people. Besides that, i don't feel much racisim is implanted in the story afterall.
2011年11月9日 星期三
Journal 21: Darkness
Easily said, im a dark romantic as well. I might look like a man of optimism but when it is something about preceiving the world and the signs, i don't usually view them as good signs. The intrepretation for the signs of Trnascendatalist and the other people that they proclaim signs of God is kind of a belief. This belief can be just like the belief that regular people have regarding of symbols and signs. The smashing of a mirror, black cat, a raven, and numerous things in the world can be perceived as signs of God and the nature.
When it comes to these signs, i dont usually view them as natural or even as good signs. The signs or ideas behind that God is there is like a warning to me on something is going to happen. When i break my nails, its like a sign that tells me something bad is going to happen today, and most of the times its true.
This might sound like something a person is thinking in mind, but i believe its true. For some optimistic people, they might say the more you think about these signs as a trouble, the more likely they will become trouble. THen what if you think they are not and they turn out to be? first your heart will sink even further for what you thought was not true. Second the impact would go even greater. Having an idea of what is about to come is not something can rasie my own awareness. I view things in a dark way, i might look bright on the outside, but too many things happen to me to change my thoughts into a dark romantic. Being vulnerable is not a good thing.
When it comes to these signs, i dont usually view them as natural or even as good signs. The signs or ideas behind that God is there is like a warning to me on something is going to happen. When i break my nails, its like a sign that tells me something bad is going to happen today, and most of the times its true.
This might sound like something a person is thinking in mind, but i believe its true. For some optimistic people, they might say the more you think about these signs as a trouble, the more likely they will become trouble. THen what if you think they are not and they turn out to be? first your heart will sink even further for what you thought was not true. Second the impact would go even greater. Having an idea of what is about to come is not something can rasie my own awareness. I view things in a dark way, i might look bright on the outside, but too many things happen to me to change my thoughts into a dark romantic. Being vulnerable is not a good thing.
2011年11月7日 星期一
Journal 20: Compare Heroes
i feel like i've done this journal already before, didn't we?
the idea is quite the same from the last or the journal before the last. The romantic heroes and the heroes or treasuered celebrities are completely different comparing the tewo periods. Starting with the heroes in the romantics time. The hero during the romantics are people like Indiana Jones. What's treasured is his virtues of wild and adventurous in the wild. He doesn't need six packs or a hot face to grab the attention of the young teenagers.
As we talk about the heroes today, the wild qualities required during the romantics have disappeared. In exchange, what's loved and rewarded is muscle, nudity, and being hot. One just actually have to be beautiful to be consider a famous hero. As in the asain pop culture, girls just have to show their tits and they can get high appreciation. We can see alot of these celebrities showing their naked photos and shwooooooooooooooooooooosh they became the most famous, the most loved, and the most interesting. Like seriously, even the boys as well. They show their muscles to the girls or pretended to have a sex scene in their shows and everybody starts to look at them. Now, the wild isn't something treasured, nudity, or actually sexuality contents are looked at and treasured.
the idea is quite the same from the last or the journal before the last. The romantic heroes and the heroes or treasuered celebrities are completely different comparing the tewo periods. Starting with the heroes in the romantics time. The hero during the romantics are people like Indiana Jones. What's treasured is his virtues of wild and adventurous in the wild. He doesn't need six packs or a hot face to grab the attention of the young teenagers.
As we talk about the heroes today, the wild qualities required during the romantics have disappeared. In exchange, what's loved and rewarded is muscle, nudity, and being hot. One just actually have to be beautiful to be consider a famous hero. As in the asain pop culture, girls just have to show their tits and they can get high appreciation. We can see alot of these celebrities showing their naked photos and shwooooooooooooooooooooosh they became the most famous, the most loved, and the most interesting. Like seriously, even the boys as well. They show their muscles to the girls or pretended to have a sex scene in their shows and everybody starts to look at them. Now, the wild isn't something treasured, nudity, or actually sexuality contents are looked at and treasured.
2011年11月3日 星期四
Journal Entry 19: Strengths and Weaknesses
Interesting topic, what is one's weakness and their strength? I believe in the soul, i don't care what the scientists say about how there is no such thing as the soul, i won't fight about it.
i believe that each men and women is born with a soul, well, anything that is from nature or something. Well, this is a complicated topic for what things have soul and what does not. Anyway, back to the unknown qualities. With the soul of each thing, it have a distinct personality. This might have something to do with what you were in your last life, but their is no limitation to the unknown quality of a person.
The only limitation you have is how long can you live? a person can excel at everything even if they don't show passion to all of it adn excel. This is only if they have enough time to focus on all this thing. They might invent a way to create a invention that helps the whole world, become the next Da Vinci or whatever, they have endless possibilities.
However, with the soul and its personality they are born with, this determines what they will "Do" or "Excel" first. There is no limit as to what challenge could open up that door to the endless possibility. This is something of personal limits. A challenege might be fit for one, but if its a quality test that another soul had accquired or inhabitted, then it does not matter to them.
These challeneges have to be something unexpected that they encounter in mind. This is not a test that someone can make it up, it has to be something real, something they have to expierence without any help.
I think my strength is the ability to adapt. You can throw me into any soceity and i will find a way to live among and part of them. THen what is my soul? I don't know, you will never know what you soul is, this is something unknown to human beings, thats say it like this, these are qualities that we have not thought about, its as if this is something that God purposely blocked us away from understadning them.
My weakness? i don't actually know, i could do some pretty crazy stuff when im mad, almsot everything. When im not mad, i guess im scared of still some stuffs.
i believe that each men and women is born with a soul, well, anything that is from nature or something. Well, this is a complicated topic for what things have soul and what does not. Anyway, back to the unknown qualities. With the soul of each thing, it have a distinct personality. This might have something to do with what you were in your last life, but their is no limitation to the unknown quality of a person.
The only limitation you have is how long can you live? a person can excel at everything even if they don't show passion to all of it adn excel. This is only if they have enough time to focus on all this thing. They might invent a way to create a invention that helps the whole world, become the next Da Vinci or whatever, they have endless possibilities.
However, with the soul and its personality they are born with, this determines what they will "Do" or "Excel" first. There is no limit as to what challenge could open up that door to the endless possibility. This is something of personal limits. A challenege might be fit for one, but if its a quality test that another soul had accquired or inhabitted, then it does not matter to them.
These challeneges have to be something unexpected that they encounter in mind. This is not a test that someone can make it up, it has to be something real, something they have to expierence without any help.
I think my strength is the ability to adapt. You can throw me into any soceity and i will find a way to live among and part of them. THen what is my soul? I don't know, you will never know what you soul is, this is something unknown to human beings, thats say it like this, these are qualities that we have not thought about, its as if this is something that God purposely blocked us away from understadning them.
My weakness? i don't actually know, i could do some pretty crazy stuff when im mad, almsot everything. When im not mad, i guess im scared of still some stuffs.
2011年11月2日 星期三
Journal Entry 18: Rational or Transcendental?”
Gotta say, this is a complicated journal for me. I was kind of confused for the topic, and i had no idea what to write in my notebook. After the class, i kinda have some idea in mind. To me, the two looks like opposites. The rationalists believed in the city. Civilization, reasons, and logic guides them through their lives. They like civilization, with logics and reasons, they find their creation "city" the best place to live and be with God. For them, God is in this world, somewhere inside reasons and logic you just gotta find him.
The transcendentalists are not like that. They believed in nature and instincts, or their self emotions i guess. They dislike the city, its not like they hate the city where they will leave it, its just that they find the spirit of God in the wild, in nature. Instead of following reasons and logics, they decide to follow their heart.
I am definitely, and i i mean definitely a transcendatalist. I do not believe in logics, reason, those are all crap. I would not look at a statistic data and go like, hmm my chances are or whatever im doing or evaluating with just reasons and logics. Sure, God might be inside them, but i believe everything had to do with the mind. This is a important journal to me, well, to this moment i just realized it. I do things like the transcendatalist, the extremem type i guess. I do whatever i want, i follow the rules, but i will complete the tasks according to my way. To other people, this might sound like im a non-conformist, but what i mean is that i do what my heart tells me. I will not bow under someone bigger than me, i will rise and make them bow to me (that's kind of tooooo extreme, but you get my point.) Then nature, i love the wild, the nature. I love to be in nature or like Tarzan and run naked. Im not a civilized guy, im wild, crazy, active, and i believe thats what makes me. Im definitely not a raionalist or a puritan, im a transcendentalist or rather THE WILD.
The transcendentalists are not like that. They believed in nature and instincts, or their self emotions i guess. They dislike the city, its not like they hate the city where they will leave it, its just that they find the spirit of God in the wild, in nature. Instead of following reasons and logics, they decide to follow their heart.
I am definitely, and i i mean definitely a transcendatalist. I do not believe in logics, reason, those are all crap. I would not look at a statistic data and go like, hmm my chances are or whatever im doing or evaluating with just reasons and logics. Sure, God might be inside them, but i believe everything had to do with the mind. This is a important journal to me, well, to this moment i just realized it. I do things like the transcendatalist, the extremem type i guess. I do whatever i want, i follow the rules, but i will complete the tasks according to my way. To other people, this might sound like im a non-conformist, but what i mean is that i do what my heart tells me. I will not bow under someone bigger than me, i will rise and make them bow to me (that's kind of tooooo extreme, but you get my point.) Then nature, i love the wild, the nature. I love to be in nature or like Tarzan and run naked. Im not a civilized guy, im wild, crazy, active, and i believe thats what makes me. Im definitely not a raionalist or a puritan, im a transcendentalist or rather THE WILD.
2011年11月1日 星期二
Journal Entry 13: Influential Person
Influential person are all over my life. I mean, to compare my old self to me now, like, right now, its just two totally different person. I might be really friendly to everyone when i was little, but not as now where i basically know everybody.
The person that i was going to do is Louis, but after looking at all the list of people i have, i can't really decide. For Louis, his attitude and coolness to everything changed me. Out of the three people that changed me, the one that changed me into a independent person is Louis. His the side of Logic and reason out of Luke and Jed.
Then is Christine, her passion inspired greatly. Besides Christine for the passion person, my friend Turtle monster, a artist that i met online also showed me great passion. Their love in what they like totally changed my view of things that you like. I mean, if you want to be passionate about something, they would be my role model. Are you as passionate as them? or are you just, okok with what ever you are doing now.
Dennis Potter, the one that opened my view in the artistic side. He made me love art, he was the one that opened the door of creativity in my life. I know Pamela hates him, and he probably would stop me from writing him as a influential person.
Zhu Hisn Hau, a mystrious graduate i know when i was back in elementary school. He was like, THE role model for me. He was one of the popular guys in school. He was one of the older school mates that is willing to hang out with me. Numerous incidents happened that led me to the belief of him as a inspirational person to me. He protected me from bullys qutie alot of times. He was also the one that inspired me in learning Taekwando. If it weren't for him, i wouldn't touch martial arts.
Michael Shih, a childhood friend of mine in middle and high school back in the U.S. He was the one that rebuilt my confidence everytime i was crushed. I had terrible basketball skills back in Middle school. He taught me basketball skills, stayed after school for me and taught me homework, sports, and games. Back in that time, he was a straight A student and the top basketball player the school can have. However, right now, he stopped his basketball, he stopped his grades into a c average. Sigh, i don't know what happened to him, i wish he could get back up as my hero again.
Bad and influential person?
definitely
One is Duncan, the cool guy in my elementary years. He was the one that call me when he needed me, and threw me away when he don't need me. He bullied me before in elementery years, and i had to be in the same middle school when i came back to Taiwan. He was a bad influenec to me not just in bullying me. He did some nasty shit to me, and made me do some nasty shit to other people. he smokes, skips schools, in a gang, basically any kind of wrong and illegal stuff he done it before. He uses the money of his grandfather to survive, and he got kicked out of school last year. Currently in Canada.
The person that i was going to do is Louis, but after looking at all the list of people i have, i can't really decide. For Louis, his attitude and coolness to everything changed me. Out of the three people that changed me, the one that changed me into a independent person is Louis. His the side of Logic and reason out of Luke and Jed.
Then is Christine, her passion inspired greatly. Besides Christine for the passion person, my friend Turtle monster, a artist that i met online also showed me great passion. Their love in what they like totally changed my view of things that you like. I mean, if you want to be passionate about something, they would be my role model. Are you as passionate as them? or are you just, okok with what ever you are doing now.
Dennis Potter, the one that opened my view in the artistic side. He made me love art, he was the one that opened the door of creativity in my life. I know Pamela hates him, and he probably would stop me from writing him as a influential person.
Zhu Hisn Hau, a mystrious graduate i know when i was back in elementary school. He was like, THE role model for me. He was one of the popular guys in school. He was one of the older school mates that is willing to hang out with me. Numerous incidents happened that led me to the belief of him as a inspirational person to me. He protected me from bullys qutie alot of times. He was also the one that inspired me in learning Taekwando. If it weren't for him, i wouldn't touch martial arts.
Michael Shih, a childhood friend of mine in middle and high school back in the U.S. He was the one that rebuilt my confidence everytime i was crushed. I had terrible basketball skills back in Middle school. He taught me basketball skills, stayed after school for me and taught me homework, sports, and games. Back in that time, he was a straight A student and the top basketball player the school can have. However, right now, he stopped his basketball, he stopped his grades into a c average. Sigh, i don't know what happened to him, i wish he could get back up as my hero again.
Bad and influential person?
definitely
One is Duncan, the cool guy in my elementary years. He was the one that call me when he needed me, and threw me away when he don't need me. He bullied me before in elementery years, and i had to be in the same middle school when i came back to Taiwan. He was a bad influenec to me not just in bullying me. He did some nasty shit to me, and made me do some nasty shit to other people. he smokes, skips schools, in a gang, basically any kind of wrong and illegal stuff he done it before. He uses the money of his grandfather to survive, and he got kicked out of school last year. Currently in Canada.
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