2011年11月9日 星期三

Journal 21: Darkness

Easily said, im a dark romantic as well. I might look like a man of optimism but when it is something about preceiving the world and the signs, i don't usually view them as good signs. The intrepretation for the signs of Trnascendatalist and the other people that they proclaim signs of God is kind of a belief. This belief can be just like the belief that regular people have regarding of symbols and signs. The smashing of a mirror, black cat, a raven, and numerous things in the world can be perceived as signs of God and the nature.
When it comes to these signs, i dont usually view them as natural or even as good signs. The signs or ideas behind that God is there is like a warning to me on something is going to happen. When i break my nails, its like a sign that tells me something bad is going to happen today, and most of the times its true.
This might sound like something a person is thinking in mind, but i believe its true. For some optimistic people, they might say the more you think about these signs as a trouble, the more likely they will become trouble. THen what if you think they are not and they turn out to be? first your heart will sink even further for what you thought was not true. Second the impact would go even greater. Having an idea of what is about to come is not something can rasie my own awareness. I view things in a dark way, i might look bright on the outside, but too many things happen to me to change my thoughts into a dark romantic. Being vulnerable is not a good thing.

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