Journal 63: On Impulse

Well, i kind of have lots of impulse in lots of times. Either it is a buying impulse or like a adolesence sex impulse, which this happens alot of times. For example, you walked down the street and you see this very slutty girl showing off her ass or her boobs in a very showy manner. I just want to run up to her and pull her pants off or rip her shirt in half and feast on those tasty missiles. Things like this happens to me all the time. 

There are also impulses such as beating someone up you know. You walk down the street, someone just look really really unappealing to you walks y you and i just hate them so much i wish i could wipe them off the face of the earth. 

There are also some other times where Julius would do something really retarded where he knows i hate him and not found of him and he would do something that shows asif we're bros. I would slap his arm off and say F off, he would go like bitch... Those are the moments where i will go full burst and beat the crap out of him. 

His retarded comments most of the time really can piss me off to the absolute anger point. That, is something im trying to hold back.